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i wish that this video lasted longer than 55seconds. i wish this just kept going on and on. everything about this short clip reminds you how fast life is going by you. how chaotic it is. but at the same time, within the chaos there is a beauty. beauty within the mismatched lights. where you never really know where the start or stop of the over exposed light. the blurryness of your welled up eyes, so you can't really see what it is. you don't really have to understand it. it just looks like a mess. but it keeps going. there's still more road up ahead. the car keeps moving on. and you don't need to be driving. you're in the passenger seat, you just need to take it in and breathe. there's a stillness in the mess and you just have to hold on to it, it's the only thing that will get you through.